i hate the damn bloke that created Flipz. i hope he was hated by all his superiors. xP and i hope his girlfriend had a yeast infection.
peace, love, and respect 26/02/2008
just spent about $214 on a new, partial, wardrobe. i’ve been wanting to do it for a while, but i didn’t have the heart to spend the money i worked hard for. so instead i’m using birthday money. ^^;
beni got me such a lovely outfit for me for christmas/2 year anniversary, but i had nothing to match it. so i went ahead and looked for pretty dresses to match. got everything from GYPSY ROSE. what a great site. and since i spent over 200 bucks, i got free incense too. rad.
probably a girls’ night 26/02/2008
i think i’m hanging out with britney on wednesday. not sure. held a conversation over text messages. hopefully she calls me. O_o;;
despite… 25/02/2008
the fall-out-boy-loving, adoptive-incestrialness, and emo lameness, i have finally come to accept the fact that i totally love nero. xD
i’m wronry now.. 22/02/2008
this year is going to be totally different from the past…how many years now? five? yeah. metrocon wise.
yeah. i have in some way, shape or form have been a part of it since year one. hell, i still remember when roy came up to me at AFO with the hotel brochure for metrocon’s first convention, totally stoked about his dream actually coming to life. wow. how old was i? 13? 14? that’s young compared to my age now. xD
the first two years i was a crazy active volunteer. i worked at the con suit religiously like it was my own business. i think i could’ve taken senshi’s place. xD i even worked there when i wasn’t scheduled. met a lot of cool people that way. also had breakfast and other meals with the guests a lot. xD oh the connections..
third year i did a lot of volunteering too. but that year was when i first became a part of the chess match. holy crap that was fun. i played random school-girl ninja pawn. more like PWN! oh-ho. still had a losing battle though. it’s ok because sensei jasmine sexy ninja saved me. not to mention this year i met beni. oh chess match..
fourth year was a little different. tried out for both chess match and miss mascot. got runner up for miss mascot. i think i was cute mascot!nikki’s back-up. don’t remember. yeah… i think that’s right. for chess match i got the part of gally from battle angel alita/gunm. that was cool. i loved my fights!
fifth year was a little different. chess match wasn’t exactly the same the first two years, but i made a lot of new friends. and became better friends with people i met last year. you can tell there were a few cliques, but hey. it was bound to happen eventually, right?
this coming year, wow. hasn’t even officially started yet and i’m seeing changes. i think the biggest thing that hit me was the metro_chess community on livejournal taking me out of their friends list. ouch. i mean, it’s hard enough that i won’t be making it this year, but way to make it known. i was kinda hoping i could stay on there so i could keep up-to-date with my buddies who are still involved with it. like, OMG TORI!! i’m so excited for her! she has a major role this year! that’s something i wanted to keep up-to-date with.
and now i think everyone is supposed to lock all their lj entries if it involves chess match. i’m not going this year. you guys seriously think i’m going to go off blabbering my mouth on who got the role of who? it doesn’t hurt if one person knows, right? just feed my curiosity. you’re not feeding the messenger to the WORLD. wait, you already shot the messenger. ouch x2.
i think the reason why i’m so upset about this is because when i was expressing my distraught about how i will not be involved this year, don told me that even if i’m not there this year, i’m still a part of the team, the family. i always saw chess match as a family. a rather dysfunctional family, but one nonetheless. and now i’m getting shut out? to those cutting me off from my family, well, fuck you than. when you guys are paying $4 a gallon for gas to drive to practice, i’m going to be having the time of my life in alaska.
oh. and read between the lines while you’re at it.
fullmetal 20/02/2008
oh man. totally watched the first episode of fullmetal alchemist yesterday after sealab 2021. holy crap was that nostalgic! i miss when i could watch anime and truly enjoy it. now i’m a bit of a bitter bitch when it comes to things coming from japan.
“KARATE?!! wushu is FAR superior!!”
yeah… maybe when i go to alaska, i’ll catch up on my anime. i do also miss the bleach.
crafty 18/02/2008
for my birthday nii-san got me this really awesome book for making beaded and wired jewelry. i love it. i haven’t done any wiring in a while so it took a while for me to get used to it again. haha. not to mention i sucked at it to begin with.
look what took me almost 20 minutes to make.
lol! it’s so crappy, but i love it. i’ll probably never use it because it’s so special. haha. i’ll post a piece worth showing when i get better.
and beddy bye! 18/02/2008
can’t freaking sleep. i’ve been trying for three hours now and it’s not working. and i’m starting to get bored online. oh god why is the internet so boring…? i must’ve posted 20-some times on the peta2.com forums and i already feel like i’m repeating myself.
i could totally update on how awesome my birthday was, but really, i’m still in that crummy mood i was yesterday/earlier.
i’ll try again in a bit. maybe i’ll be lucky.
pretty crummy 18/02/2008
had a pretty crummy day. it sucks because i was actually having a really good day. guess i’m becoming empathic again. haven’t been like that in a while. since i started dating beni i think because he doesn’t believe that stuff so i try not to show it to him.
god. i can’t even think straight right now.
anyway, had a crummy day. i was happy for more than half of it. then people at work started getting really pissy at zaya, our manager. i never try to get into these things because i never get pissed off at her. occasional irks but that’s all. so i think over the course of the day their emotions rubbed off on me. wasn’t angry at zaya, just…angry. then beni came by and heated me up really badly. and then not too long before closing, some guy totally shitted all over me.
asshole: what teas do you have here that helps you sleep but doesn’t have chamomile?
me: well, we’ve got this lovely tea here called lavender drea–
asshole: i hate lavender.
me: …ok…well how about this tea called “pear luna”? it DOES have chamomile but in a very small amount. in fact, it’s not your traditional chamomile but roman chamomile so you don’t get that same flavour you’re trying to avoid.
asshole: no.
me: all right. we’ve got a few other great night time teas. my friend hoolie here will be happy to show you them.
asshole: why can’t you?
me: i’m actually the barista. i make the drinks. i still know my teas though. haha. don’t get me wrong. it’s just i can’t show you the teas here at the bar.
asshole: than take off your fucking apron.
i shit you not. at that point i just had to step out of the store into the back room to hate him and curse his very being there.
so i had that going for me, but then i had to stay at work even longer than hoped because there was going to be a meeting right after we were done cleaning. with everyone pissed at zaya and everything, i didn’t want to be around any longer.
lucky i got a call from dad and got an excuse to leave early. yeah. the excuse was to leave early so i can go to the hospital, meet up with dad, pick up medicine, and go home to take care of my sister because she was still out of it from her doctor’s appointment today. yeah… win.
