i’ve been in a pretty good mood recently. i think it’s because it’s autumn and i keep having this good feeling that it’s going to be really deliciously cold and beautiful. i don’t know. just a good feeling, so don’t rain on my parade. hahaha..
i’m still pretty sick. i know i talk about that all the time, but the illness is kinda long term. i should be getting better really soon. at least i’m finally going to see an actual doctor about it. yep! i have an appointment on the 23rd of october. i’m a bit nervous so hear what he has to say, but i’m keeping my fingers crossed that everything is good. i’m not quite sure i’m ready to publically say what exactly i’m sick with, but it’ll come eventually. just be patient. ^^ just know i’m not dying!
a video blog is long, LONG overdue, i know, and i’m hoping i can do one soon. i just have a lot going on right now and during the time i’m actually NOT suffering from one of my many symptoms, i’m doing things like paperwork, bills, or just trying to enjoy my time with friends because, hell, i’m effin’ back in florida and i freakin’ miss them! i might just do a short one, do just compose something like my vloggeversary video. i record a lot of crap when i’m with friends so that should count as a vlog right? and now that i know i have a lot more family and friends who actually WAIT for me to update those, heh heh…i need to get on the ball, eh?
other than that, being really artsy still. doing a few paintings, not finished a few but HUUUSSSHHH, and really just enjoying painting freehanded. i been really wanting to move this is artist community in Land O Lakes, but i don’t think i’ll be able to move now anytime soon. i’m still thinking about it and keeping it on the top of the list. which reminds me, they have parties a lot. anyone ever want to go?? i always want to but beni doesn’t so i’d be going alone…and that’s sad… hit me up on the emailz, twitter, myspace, or something. also MIGHT be doing a photoshoot there sometime soon. i’ll have to see how i feel, but i really want to go. anyone is welcome to come with me too if you want! <33
quick family update:
niisan is actually being a responsible adult and looking for jobs and such. she’s been going to career workshops and everything! hell, i didn’t even do that. maybe i should. haha. maybe i need to find a career to pursue first though. hmm.. her birthday is also coming up soon on the 31st. oh that halloween baby. as for dad, birthday coming up soon on the 25th. i feel so left out being in february! hmm. and at mom’s birthday was on may, so we are both out of the october loop. other than that, dad is busy saving the world! haha. kinda. since the typhoon in the philippines, my dad’s been travelling across the phils feeding homeless people and just being an all-around good person. i’m wondering if there’s a person of the year type thing i can nominate him for. no. i’m serious.
this little raven is off. i’ve got a few interwebz stuff to catch up on, then after that, focus on not getting a headache, then going out with the boyfriend. toodles!
