oh lovely day 09/10/2009

i’ve been in a pretty good mood recently.  i think it’s because it’s autumn and i keep having this good feeling that it’s going to be really deliciously cold and beautiful.  i don’t know.  just a good feeling, so don’t rain on my parade.  hahaha..

i’m still pretty sick.  i know i talk about that all the time, but the illness is kinda long term.  i should be getting better really soon.  at least i’m finally going to see an actual doctor about it.  yep!  i have an appointment on the 23rd of october.  i’m a bit nervous so hear what he has to say, but i’m keeping my fingers crossed that everything is good.  i’m not quite sure i’m ready to publically say what exactly i’m sick with, but it’ll come eventually.  just be patient.  ^^  just know i’m not dying!

a video blog is long, LONG overdue, i know, and i’m hoping i can do one soon.  i just have a lot going on right now and during the time i’m actually NOT suffering from one of my many symptoms, i’m doing things like paperwork, bills, or just trying to enjoy my time with friends because, hell, i’m effin’ back in florida and i freakin’ miss them!  i might just do a short one, do just compose something like my vloggeversary video.  i record a lot of crap when i’m with friends so that should count as a vlog right?  and now that i know i have a lot more family and friends who actually WAIT for me to update those, heh heh…i need to get on the ball, eh?

other than that, being really artsy still.  doing a few paintings, not finished a few but HUUUSSSHHH, and really just enjoying painting freehanded.  i been really wanting to move this is artist community in Land O Lakes, but i don’t think i’ll be able to move now anytime soon.  i’m still thinking about it and keeping it on the top of the list.  which reminds me, they have parties a lot.  anyone ever want to go??  i always want to but beni doesn’t so i’d be going alone…and that’s sad…  hit me up on the emailz, twitter, myspace, or something.  also MIGHT be doing a photoshoot there sometime soon.  i’ll have to see how i feel, but i really want to go.  anyone is welcome to come with me too if you want!  <33

quick family update:
niisan is actually being a responsible adult and looking for jobs and such.  she’s been going to career workshops and everything!  hell, i didn’t even do that.  maybe i should.  haha.  maybe i need to find a career to pursue first though.  hmm..  her birthday is also coming up soon on the 31st.  oh that halloween baby.  as for dad, birthday coming up soon on the 25th.  i feel so left out being in february!  hmm.  and at mom’s birthday was on may, so we are both out of the october loop.  other than that, dad is busy saving the world!  haha.  kinda.  since the typhoon in the philippines, my dad’s been travelling across the phils feeding homeless people and just being an all-around good person.  i’m wondering if there’s a person of the year type thing i can nominate him for.  no.  i’m serious.

this little raven is off.  i’ve got a few interwebz stuff to catch up on, then after that, focus on not getting a headache, then going out with the boyfriend.  toodles!

possibly my last post? 17/09/2008

this my possibly be my last post before i leave.  maybe.  who knows.

so i’m packing right now and it’s going HORRIBLY.  coming here i packed WAY more than i needed.  now here i am trying to stuff those same luggages with even more crap.  i just sent 4 boxes home through the mail today–a walk i would NOT like to remember–and i just fixed up another box to send home.  still, my bags are crying.  oh man.  i think I’LL cry.  it’s going so bad.  i hate packing.  i especially hate packing when there is a 50lb limit.  shoot me.

i also have to clean up my room.  haven’t even started that.  i just got out all the crap that i own and that’s it.  there’s garbage everywhere and…ughhh..  horrible.  and i have to get my room inspected TONIGHT.  and if i fail, i have to pay $100 and forfeit my bonus.  *tears*  i don’t expect to be sleeping much tonight.  it’s my last night here.  ughh.  i might just pull off an all-nighter and when i’m done, i’ll just watch the northern lights if they are out.  i guess that’s looking at the brighter side of things, eh?

today is beni’s birthday and it’s been shitty.  he spent all last night writing a document about why he won’t be returning to princess.  it is supposed to be delivered to kristen wells, who i believe is the AGM of this lodge.  well, turns out she won’t be getting the document right away and he’s really upset about that.  we were also supposed to go to our friends’ cabin over at campwell tonight to have a bonfire and celebrate beni’s birthday, but it was raining all day so we had to cancel.  it really sucks.  we were going to watch the lights too.  it’s a lot easier to see them up there than over at healy despite it is more south.  instead we were going to go to the totem of have dinner.  well, one of our friends go sick and it just fell apart.  so now we were left to eat crappy food and spend the night packing and cleaning.  sucks.

it’s ok.  just ONE MORE DAY.  i can hardly wait.  i’m done with princess.  i wish i could’ve spent my last week here just enjoying alaska, but that’s not going to happen.  whatever.  at least they fixed the water heater so we don’t have to bathe in icy cold water like the last two nights.  f*cktards..  so everyone, DON’T WORK FOR PRINCESS.  if you want to come up to alaska and work in denali, work for the park instead or aramark.  i’d say the park.  at least you get paid more and it’s run by the government and not by a bunch of shitacular fat asses.

i fly out friday morning.  i’m probably just going to spend the first day vegging out or sleeping.  but after that, hang-outs must begin.

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two new vids.  =/

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possibly the last drawings i’ll post before home.  oh my!

no descriptions.  i need to clean/pack.  -_-

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birthday baby! 13/02/2008

update on my birthday later!  it was super fun though.  but right now, i have to get ready to teach children how to kick other children’s asses!

just for cakes and giggles 05/02/2008

oh man.  turning 20 in about a week.  i feel so old.  i remember dreading my 13th birthday.  now here i am, 7 years later, and my attitude towards my age has yet to change.  oh man…  this sucks.  at least next year i’ll legally be allowed to drink and carry a gun in my bag…  ahh drinking and guns…  bad mix.