break from the challenge 11/10/2010

don’t really want to make this blog challenge infested.  so i’m taking a break.

speaking of break..i had a little bit of a break down today.  dakota was frustrating me.  she wasn’t eating at all and she wouldn’t stop crying.  ended up screaming on top of my lungs, scaring the baby and freaking out the fam.  not fun.  i couldn’t stop crying.  still don’t know what was wrong with dakota, but she’s ok now and that’s what matters.

i was watching some of my old vlogs.  god i’m lame.  i can’t believe people watched those.  i keep getting people telling me to do vlogs again, but i just feel silly doing them because i don’t want random people watching them and secretly judging me.  D8  that and my life seriously revolves around my baby and i don’t want people to get annoyed/bored with all the vlogs being about her.

watched my alaska vlogs.  zomgggggg!!!11one  i miss alaska.  i had so much fun there!  watching those made me remember how awesome it was.  i wish i could go back.  also watched my two year vloggiversary video of when i was in california for the last time.  oh. my. god…  i miss it there so much!  i wish beni didn’t have to go to school here in florida because i’d be back in cali in a heartbeat!!  i miss little bongki!  watching him on the swing and looking at pictures of him made me cry.  i really miss my family.  i want to go back there too!  i’m just so bored with florida already.  i want out!!  (again)

ok.  just heard birds chirping.  what the fack?  it’s 0145 in the morning.

anyway, new adventure time today had marceline in it.  loved it!  i love her.  my first episode was when she showed up so i think i have a liking to her because of it.  her dad made me lulz.  he sounded like nolan north (kinda) and it drives me crazy because i can’t find who voiced him anywhere!  grr…  i need to make a finn hat.  like woah.  finn’s voice actor is so cute.  i want to adopt him and bake him cookies.  only a few kids make it to my “omg.  (s)he’s so cute!  i wish i can adopt him/her and bake him/her cookies” list.  (the sprouse twins being one of the firsts)  and this kid has made it!  congratulations to jeremy shada!

ok.  i’ll stop it here.  goodbye suckers.  and stay frosty.

ps: m&ms should’ve never made a kind with pretzels in them.  like flipz, they are addicting.  f”””ck….!  come on, diabetic coma!

lulz birthdays 10/02/2010

i find it funny how many people rely on things like facebook and myspace to remember a person’s birthday.  oh fun times.

on a completely different note, here’s a picture of my two lovely cousins in cali.  nii-san took this picture during the first few days of her visit.  baby bonki is wearing the rasta hat i made for terra which is apparently too small for her big, hard head.  xD

EDIT:
thought i’d post a picture of the hat before my cousin’s claimed it.  ^^

i think i’m getting better at crocheting.  not bad for being self-taught, eh?

busy busy! 04/02/2010

i look terrible these days!  haha.  i just kinda stopped caring about my image since i currently weigh 23lbs more than i did several months ago.  i still try to look as cute as possible, but hey.  what can ya do?  i’m just glad that my face hasn’t gotten fat!  anyway, this picture is of me in the mother & baby suites at the new St. Joseph’s hospital off dale mabry and van dyke.  beni and i visited there during their community open house.  it’s a lovely hospital and i hope i am able to register to go there!

i’ve been pretty busy lately.  not with work unfortunately.  i’ve been getting my craft on.  i’ve been crocheting things here and there and i fear arthritis is in my future.  D;  i think i’ve put a hold on christmas crocheting just because of certain issues.  ugh….  i’ll get them done one day!  but i DID manage to finish projects i had for my cousin’s terra and bonki! within 3 days too!  i’m getting so much faster at crocheting.  it was terra’s 16th birthday a few days ago and bonki will be having his baptism soon so i really wanted to make something for them.  i’ll post pictures of my finished products when they receive their gifts!

nii-san will be flying to california later today around 2 in the afternoon.  lucky bitch!  i want to go!  i miss cali so much, and i miss the fam even more!  and then after that, daddy will be flying into california too.  lucky lucky!  i just found out that i am not able to travel any more!  this sucks.  i was actually planning to meet up with daddy in california.  that’s not happening.  ugh…  if only i knew that sooner i would’ve planned to fly there around january!  blows…  i’ve also been really wanting to visit my family in the philippines.  i miss it there!  beni and i have been talking about it recently and it just makes me feel homesick even though i never lived there.  i’m hoping i can visit the phils during the summer as well as cali.  we’ll see in the next coming months!

well, just wanted to do a little update for now.  i’ll post more later.  i need to get back in the swing of things, well, blogging-wise.  i’d do vlogs too but…meh.  no one wants to see my fat ass complaining about how my medicine is making me vomit all the time.  xP  which btw, it TOTALLY sucks!  well, i’m done here.  it’s time for bed.  i need to take nii-san to the airport around noon tomorrow so i gotta hit the sack.  toodles!

an update?! 31/01/2010

first off…

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TERRA!!!

today is my little sister’s birthday.  ok.  she’s not my actual sister, but seeing as how we grew up together, she pretty much should be.  she’s actually my first cousin.  terra turns 16 today.  HOLY CRAP!  it’s so crazy.  i can seriously tell you all about the very first time i saw her right after she was born.  uhhh that little ray of sunshine!!  she brightened up my life the moment she looked at me.  AWWW!!!  lol.  if she read this, she’d probably be weirded out by my talking about her as a baby, but hey!  she was effin’ cute!!  *squeezes baby terra*

(ps: yes.  we have matching jackets. xD)

again…HAPPY BIRTHDAY TERRA!!!

on the topic of family, my other first cousin, terra’s baby brother, bonki (or fernando, whatever..) is having his baptism!  it will be on the 6th of february.  i’m so bummed because i won’t be able to make it!  several reasons but mainly work and health.  uhhh….  i hope i get to see him soon though!  and he needs to meet his new playmate!  i miss the little guy.  like terra, he is my ray of sunshine.  oh man.  those two are just the lights of up life!  eeee!!!!  i love them!!  <333  my older sister was able to get off work for a week to fly up to cali to see them.  i’m so jealous!!!  i want to go.  i miss being in cali but most of all i miss my family!!!  i actually have been really eager to go to the philippines recently too to see my family there.  ;A;  i’m so out of luck these days.

BONKI!!!!

(first time meeting little bonki.  man i love him!!)

update on the fam yet again.  dad’s back in the philippines.  he should be back sometime early to mid march.  he is actually flying into california first then coming back to florida.  he’s going to miss my birthday, but that’s ok.  after the 21st, birthdays no longer matter.  D=  he’s already getting a lot of work done there!  he’s such a busy and important man there!  yet he mainly just plays basketball all day.  haha.  what a life!  he said that the first floor of our laguna house should be done REALLY soon so he’s super excited.  the second floor will be built later and the third will be completely further in the future.  i wish he brought a camera!

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done with family things.  i promise!  well, i also promised beni i’d post all the SNK art of our OCs that other people have drawn for me.  unfortunately a LOT of them were lost when my mac crashed–yes.  it can happen!–so i’m on the hunt for the rest of them.  here are the ones i had already uploaded on my photobucket.

i was also able to recover these.

jun, alternate outfit?  x3

jake, by blacksenny.  he reminds me of that hetalia show.  lol!  i love it though!

i know i have a LOT more that i had never put up, but i haven’t recovered them yet.  i know there was at least 3 more jake art and a BUNCH of mae since she seems to be the most popular.  heh..  i’m so bummed i can’t find it.  i really should’ve uploaded them as i got them.  i just got lazy at one point.  shows me.

also, i was talking to a few people about this recently.  here’s the comic cover that i modelled for!

i guess i can say i “played” Shi (right) for the comic.  she was only a guest so there wasn’t much.  i think she was featured in two comics and i got to pose for them!  so cool!  i need to pick up a copy of them one day.  i just have been so out of the comic loop the past two or so years!  it’s a shame.  D;  anyway, Elvin Cintron who is the painter for this comic series is actually a good friend of mine and he contacted me personally to do this for him.  it required many hours of posing, getting the right lighting and getting the camera at the right angle.  haha.  it was an awesome experience though.  if any of you have this comic, or have picked it up, think of me every time you see Shi.  xD

anyone remember this picture from my myspace?

yep.  this series of shots were actually for the comic.  oh man.  it’s so embarrassing just to look at.  man.  i used to be so cute and skinny!  *looks at self now*  *cries*

well, that’s about it for now!  i’ve got a lot more going on, but those will be in the private posts.  if you really, REALLY want to read them, contact me for the password.  if you don’t have my contact info, than that means you probably aren’t of those i want seeing the entries.  3=  sorry…  but the hint for the password is: name of the rutabaga

NAMASTE!

2 year vloggiversary! 08/08/2009

star wars monkey!!! 24/07/2009

again, that’s all you get.  awesome day though!  today WAS star wars day too.  got to see mark hamil (sp plz?).  doesn’t quite look like luke anymore.  haha.  i wanted him to say something firelord ozai-like.

tomorrow is the Ben 10 panel and the King of Fighter’s cosplay contest and flash mob!  can’t wait!!

HIGH FIIIIVE! 23/07/2009

soooo…

beni got to high five nolan north of uncharted 2: among thieves.
hot.

Comic Con Day Two:  DONE

Comic Con Day Three
(Friday)
things to look forward to:

• sparticus panel
• teenage mutant ninja turtles
• live rifftrax

Comic Con Day Four
(Saturday)

ohhhh riiiight!

my first full day 06/10/2008

californication 03/10/2008

last day 03/10/2008

(NOTE: this is a back entry.  i had no internet when i wrote this.)

i was going to vlog about this, but i’ve been so busy with things, i am left with just blogging.  that, and i don’t think i could’ve vlogged what i’m going to say with a straight face.

so, as most people already know, i’m moving.

yep.  moving.

and by moving, i mean to another state.  in fact, to the completely different side of the country.

california.

it’s been a plan for over a year now and we are finally going with it.  decided a little before beni and i left for alaska.  funny, eh?  my dad and sister drove to california to look for a house and check out the area while beni and i were up in alaska.  no house yet, but we decided to reside with our family in riverside county.  i’m excited, actually.

we leave tomorrow on our awesome roadtrip to cali.  not quite moving yet.  like i said, we still need to find a house.  once we do, papa will fly back to florida, get a moving truck, and get his buddy to help drive our things to cali.  on our way there albeit, we’re going to drop buy mississippi to stay a few nights at the beau rivage.  lovely hotel.  been there before.  papa’s been a few times.  he’s a member there so he’s got three free nights there with a couple hundreds for gambing.  just a short little pit stop.

after that, i think we’re just going straight.  we might stop somewhere in new mexico to chill for a night, but that’s all.  we are trying to get to cali fast.  my grandfather is actually getting sick.  not sure what the condition is called, but from what i hear his organs are wearing out at some accelerated speed.  the doctors aren’t expecting much.

i’m trying not to think too much on it.

well, thought i’d mention those points.  i’m going to head off.  i got a long few days ahead of me.  i’ll do a few reports on the way.  unless i get no internet access.  epp!